balloon in flight

black magic won't help in this instance for the strength lies within - the search continues for quiets that are more than comfortable but reality at ease - needing a boost of approval that it's okay to be dazed with love for self and the beauties that lived inside - my balloon needs flight - my parachutte needs the ripcord rip away tear away the doubt pull pull pull scratch out the poison bitten by the apple of desire - grant my forgiveness as the liquid runs from my veins my pores my head aches to be released from the madness - my intention is good my soul is reaching back into myself into my babes into my being that craves to be worthy....